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Conflicted

We were only children, your golden brown eyes glistened as you bathed in the beaming sun. Your voice was as smooth as silk. i felt your soft skin against mine.

 

Conflicted, I wondered what this feeling was.

After we parted. I am still left wondering. The same feeling still lingering, I can feel it out to my fingertips. But it has developed into something stronger. It wasn’t only about you, my thoughts destroyed my whole self, wrecklessly shattered it into pieces

I don’t know what to feel.

Sometimes I see you walk by. You look happy. I wish I knew myself better, I wish my heart could make its mind up and lead the way for my head.