I am not OK and haven\'t been for some time but hide it well behind each moment I shine
A service in helping others is second to none, yet within our own being do we do enough for us.
My worthiness most of my life was dictated by others, by the time I took control doubt was embedded into the subconscious.
The true power behind environmental conditioning is as complex as it gets, for the moment anytime the nervous system is stimulated and the signal is sent to the brain. Everything and one around it becomes associated with the feeling, the emotional rush that could be anything that it interpreted. Even if that wasn\'t the intention of the response you were trying to get, you can\'t mess with the individual belief system they are every beings survival kit.
I\'ve climbed and conquered many things, turned dreams into reality time and time again. This journey is mine as we each have our own and in the true spirit of following my heart, I need to find my way back home.
Where each moment I am grateful for all the lessons and the pain, any shadows that remain are left behind within the lighthouse of the family I gained.
Never have I given up or not stood up to my every word. This is not about quitting but more when to rebalance, in order to keep all that I\'ve earned.