I tried and I tried i really tried but yet I knew it wasnt enough
It never was
No matter how much you say it is
It\'s not
It dosent feel enough
I know deep within I can try harder
But it feels like their is a barrier
Barrier stopping me to going over to the castle i bulid
So I try and try and fucking try
So much so it would better if I die
I try so hard to climb up but I keep falling like the leaves in autumn, the raindrops in monsoon and like the teardrops which are falling from my eyes
\"It\'s better to leave\" you say
\"I can\'t. Its mine to climb\" I say
So I try and try and fucking Try
Until I climb all the way up
Just for the castle to erupt
And i just stand and see it do so and yet I can\'t do enough
never can
Definitely not now
\"I can\'t do anything\" I say
You look at me like a puppy who lost its way
\"It\'s just one question, don\'t let it determine your worth\" you say
I just nod and look away...