Pitch darkness
I groped my way
To find light via a candle flame
I could not pay the bills, again
With the world\'s jobs all hinging on the executive function brain
It is a bleak affair, for an adhd, and schizo head
Poor organization, learning disability and a poor memory
are dead send-offs to any bosses\'s firing squad
Add that with a long medical stay in an asylum
The resume seems a soaked summary of questionable competence
Light via the candle
I suck up my defeats, and disappointments
And try again on the recruitment page
I am one step away from clearing pasta plates, and janitors\' work
Is there all there is for me? After 15 years of blinded mind, zombieness
Full throttle societal rejection ?
Picking up the pen, I resolved to pick at what life could not stop from healing
Pick at what is remaining--between the ears