alyssa.15_

Your smile shines bright

you seem happy with the way you smile,

but I thought to myself that I\'m gonna wait awhile

you gave me that one special feeling I didn\'t really feel with the guys I had for short,

you just looked cute doing nothing and with that I needed support

felt a little too hard for your way you are,

I thought I was as far way as a star

lost myself with you being near by,

and a week before you I really wanted to die

feeling of emptiness was there tried to get it away with fucked up things,

Cigarettes, vapes, alcohol and sex to see what it brings

feel like a 20 year old depressed person,

thought its about to worsen

felt alone and was about to give up again just for real this time,

you felt like a way to good crime

you made me feel good and I feel comfortable with you,

i had a spark and it felt true