So Much More Than A Madness

So Much More Than A Madness


Without antecedents

we have nothing,

but can still choose what

   we want us to be ..

I know how to starve,

to deny

   and to punish myself ..

But refuse

to eat rainbows or play

   silly leaving games ..

I just need to know

how many resurrections

we are each

   allowed these days ..

Without feeling

   something missing inside ..

I really need to be

famous you see, for the

remaining fifteen

   minutes, left of today ..