My throne is built from lies which you now kneel on
Every word that drops from their mouth is filled with something
They were never taught to be parents
I was never taught to be a daughter
He wishes I were something else
She wishes I could open up
I hurt them both
Without even trying I made her cry
She fears for me, cannot sleep, cannot think, cannot be
That is my fault
I should never have been born
If I wasn\'t
Her problems would dissolve
She would be happy
He would be happy if I weren\'t born
He longs for a boy a boy that is not be
I can pretend to be that boy
But that will never be enough
He wanted something that was not me
I curse the day I came into the world
Because I make her cry, and I am not what he wanted
Every time she says I love you
It is filled with hurt
Every time I see him
I get ignored
They have taught me that I should be quiet
My whole self hurts people all around
I do not speak
They have built a person filled of lies
I speak but the truth
And for that, I stay quiet
It is best to be quiet
When they speak
When their hand strikes
When the lies fall from their mouth
I am quiet