Maybe
I am scared of having everything
Because what if
I wont feel a thing
Being perfect was all that mattered to me
And while it has kept me from hurting
It is true that it keeps me from feeling
And thats exactly what comes with being
Because what if along the way
I will lose people that carried me this way
I wanna have somthing left
A sweet memory that carries me through the rest
A memory created by actions and feelings
So why being scared of having everything
When feeling all that comes with it
Is exactly what I want to remember for the ending