I feel the guilt of longing every day
For the love of my life,
Not once but twice cast away
I struggle to hold on to the fading traces
Of your taste, your touch, your scent
Another life that lives in my imagination
Reality distorted by distance and time
Sparkling memories that dissolve like a meteor shower on a starry night
If I could only hang on
But sometimes I wish for an escape and pray for a cure
It\'s either the loveliest dream or never-ending nightmare
You said that what we had will never be again
So I beg for mercy to soothe the pain
Grant me grace to love again and live a joyful life
Silence my mind and absolve my guilt
Give me freedom from the longing
For I will aways love you