Lexi

I remember...

I remember you even though I wish we never met,

I remember I thought at the time that you were never a threat.

I remember getting lost in those amazing ocean blue eyes,

I remember I loved you so much, I ignored the countless lies.

I remember my hand fit into your like a glove,

I remember thinking that it was really all true love.

I remember everyone who actually knew you were trying to save me from you,

I remember thinking that everything you said to me was always true.

I remember when i was with you, I’d always have a smile on my face,

I remember you always got upset when I asked for some space.

I remember your infectious laugh and your adorable smile,

I remember when I gave you an inch, you went a mile.

I remember the song that you said it made you think of me, Falling,

I remember listening to that song for the first time and absolutely bawling.

I remember everything and it hurts so bad,

I remember the day we broke up for the last time and you were so mad.

I remember in July you told me to kill myself and I almost did that night.

I remember that suicide letter i started to write.

I remember that you will always be the reason why I started to self harm

I remember you when I look at the scars on my arm.

I remember your the reason I don’t ever date,

I remember everything that you did to me is the reason I’ll never be great.