Maybe I\'ll find
a 100-dollar bill amidst
the burnt umber
maple leaves.
Maybe the ambulance will
come disguised as an
ice cream truck.
Perhaps I\'ll find a
warm forgotten can of
beer in the dryer.
Maybe, I\'ll blow
up the moon.
I\'m losing it.
My pants won\'t
stay up, and I haven\'t
got a belt.
I\'m being devoured by
the autumn winds and
the grackles.
Insomnia is crushing me.
Febrile and ferocious,
I stalk the university streets,
too sick to work.
Maybe this abscessed tooth
will kill me.
I used to pound out
12 hour days in the
hot July bean fields.
Farmer John always
smiling and shaking
his head.
Life is a
bologna
sandwich, and
I write these little
poems in yellow
mustard.
And I wait.
Just wait.