Dear Jim,
Jim I don’t quite know how to feel about you.
Jim I’m so angry at you,
I’m so angry that somehow I’m equally as sad.
I know it isn’t what you would want me to feel.
You want me to see that you’re alright,
that you’re ok.
But it’s hard.
Jim, I want you here.
Jim, I really, really need you here.
Jim, you should know that it’s rude to just leave.
No goodbyes,
not even a slight warning.
All your life Jim,
You cared for others.
But now it feels like I’ve been left behind.
But amidst all this,
James, I want to thank you.
You saw me before, but now I feel you are with me.
James, you are my biggest supporter,
forever and always.
James I guess it brings me peace that you still can see me.
So just maybe I can hope, that you are proud of me.
So Dear Jim, Dear James, Dear Grandpa.