It hurts
When you have the most supportive parents, yet you feel hollow from the inside
It hurts when you\'re tired beyond hell, yet can\'t find sleep at night.
It bloody hurts when you know you aren\'t giving your best ,
but no matter what you do, nothing works out for you
It hurts when you realise you miss those damn people and days,
you wished to eagerly say goodbye a year ago
It hurts when you realise, your want of moving on was the very reason that made you frozen in your past
It hurts when you realise, it\'s only your life that\'s backpedalling when everyone else is moving forward
Everything hurts, when you see everyone smiling on polaroids and gossiping about happy lives
When your life is full of gray canvases and glassy eyes..
It hurts when you realise the Granger within you is dead now
And what remains beyond is the desolated, ruined and lost version of Draco Mafoy.
It hurts when you finally realise that all your life, you worked hard to be ahead of the curve, yet the curve turned to a sphere.
And you\'re just spinning on that infinite sphere , like a lonely satellite, not really knowing what to do with yourself or life!
It just bloody fucking hurts!
---primrose