Struggle to trust the one once I loved
Struggling to see was kind long ago
Sharp blades crossed ripping away
The care love and passion as instant faith
How much more a body can hold
While crushing steps walk over your core
A weak wounded mind it’s just what’s left
Struggling heart hurt beyond repair
I struggled to think how bad we decay
immense love for him now melting away
Ashes now scattered around the demise
Away took my breath, my pulse is in hide
I struggled believing those words
Filled with sorry for what’s done
Fake or real I can’t differ
Voiding feelings conquered pain
I need reassurance to soon heal
The struggle is real is hard to live
By my side I see him grow
I’m afraid what future holds
Who can tell me that I’ll be fine
Clear he is not assuring that
enchanted words I hear him say
Hopes to believe him I grasp in faith
Just one love I thought I had
He seamed perfect by my side
Trust his words my deaf soul say
If I’ll be alive I’ll do it by then