I feel the urge to reach for the scissors again
How long has it been?
As I do it again
I am reminded of how much of a failure I am
I just can\'t seem to do anything right
Or be strong enough to resist
At least it has been a month...right?
But I no longer feel the relief of doing it
Why has the only thing that gives me relief been taken away?
I wonder what has changed and what this will mean...