Take me somewhere
Where you know I’ll be fine
Because without you
I’ll surely die
The harsh conditions
In which you left me
Tore me apart
And cast me in stone
The way I miss you
And the way you smell
As you walk by
Really makes me want to die
But I’ll make it through
To this I have no choice
A choice of living
A choice I have to make
Oh
You want me back?
What happened to
“I don’t have time for you”?
I loved you
In I way I couldn’t comprehend
Then
But now it feels like it was all for show
A title of love
But a heart of regrets
With you it felt like
I was your pet
I let you in
I showed a side of me
No one else
Would ever see
I let you in
I don’t let people in
You saw this
And you broke me too
You took me from me
A person I’d been healing
Throw me back into the missing pieces
Just to tell me it was all a joke
I needed you
And you broke me
I needed you
And you just left
The fate I had
To be broken forever
Seemed like a lie
But I guess it makes sense now
God, this is stupid
The way you made me feel
And yet
I’m still writing for you?
“It’s not worth it”
They told me
I wish I had listened
The first time they asked
When I see you
I feel sick to my stomach
The place I felt safe
Now I’m lit ablaze
I guess I lied
When I said I wouldn\'t break
But I did anyways
I should have known
To feel ashamed
Is an understatement
Now everyone’s asking
“Are you okay?”
But to be human
Means to live life
Part of life
Is collecting those broken pieces
You didn’t fall apart
You didn’t have
10 fucking breakdowns
Did you even love me?
What we went through
I screwed it up
It wasn’t just me
But it sure felt like it
I’m just sitting here
Trying to figure out
Why everything happened
The way it did
And then everything throws us
Together again
The flame of pain
Igniting brighter
I like being alone
At least
I think I do
I’m better off that way
And then I met you
You funny asshat
You brilliant annoyance
The man I loved
You changed me
And then you left
And I was broken
Once again