a thousand wishes

Healing(Unfinished)

I think I\'m good at healing 

Until I face a question

That flings me back 

And leaves me with a word

And that\'s alone 

 

I think I\'m good with speaking till I\'m speaking and no one\'s listening

I hear whispers of the word \"alone\"

 

I think I\'m good at managing the pain

And ignoring the bad thoughts in my brain 

Saying shitty things about me when I\'m trying to be happy

I don\'t think I am

 

I don\'t think I\'m good at anything anymore

I don\'t know if I ever was

I think if I open up that door, all I hear is screeching and tears.