You Cheated(poem 1)
It was casual at first between you and me.
Introduced at a time when life was carefree.
You brought me comfort and put me at ease,
A sensation that felt like a warm summer breeze.
Whether up or down, it seemed only you cared,
But some disapproved of the bond that we shared.
It was all innocent and just didn\'t seem right.
Conversations of you always started a fight.
To avoid conflict, we hid and...I lied.
Wanting you always right there by my side.
We\'ve now had each other for so many years.
It\'s hard for me to hold back my tears.
I feel so betrayed by all that you took.
But still so vulnerable when I see you and look.
I pray now and forever you stay out of my life.
I need to spend time with kids and my wife.
You have ruined my life for years - not just days.
My bottle, my friend, we need to part ways.
Broken Heart(Poem 2)
I knew that this would happen,
that you would break my heart.
It was stupid of me not to listen.
I was stupid from the start.
You told me you were different;
now I know you are all the same.
I\'m in a lot of pain.
It\'s hard for me to hate you.
It\'s hard for me not to care,
because always in my mind she is going to be there.
I want to forget it; I\'m going insane.
Am I listening to my heart or thinking with my brain?
I wish I knew why you did it,
what you were thinking at the time,
but then I know I don\'t want to know
anything more would drive me insane.
I love you but I wish I was strong.
You don\'t deserve me now.
Hopefully you can prove me wrong.
I\'ll always love you, but you have really broken my heart.
Hope you know how to fix it because believe me I can\'t.