Im that lonely girl who drinks and smokes alot of pot ,
I am feeling insecure and no one\'s there to guide my spot ,
I\'m that type of girl who cries when noone else can see me,
I hide myself away but long for someone else to free me ,
Im that type of girl who cuts and cuts till cuttings sore ,
I have scars all up my body and there\'s barely room for more ,
I like to see my blood and love the pain that i subdue
I guess i have no guidance when ive always been abused ,
I\'ve never had a mum and then my dad don\'t really care ,
I feel like I\'m not loved
I bite my nails and rip my hair ,
I am pinching at my skin until my skin is red or blue ,
I am feeling really black and I am hurt and im confused ,
I really want a hug but there is no one i can see ,
I really want to die to set my pain and anger free .