Growing up in a world of chaos
When everything seemed to be normal
In this unrealistic world
Where there were so many secrets
That was not allowed to be spoken
There was no real love
It was a game of pretend
Where there were no lessons being taught
Just a lot of secrets kept
All being locked behind closed doors
Where nobody knew where to find the key
Living in this world
Where there were no true emotions
Nothing expressed or spoken
After many years of living in this abuse
Brought growth and awareness
That I didn’t have to be trapped
In this unrealistic world
Fleeing this world
It was not an easy journey
Climbing up this mountain of growth
Brought up a lot of emotions
That was all unfamiliar
Within time the emotions that were being felt
Did not feel so strange
They were feelings that I never knew
I had to learn on my own
Away from the chaotic world
That I found out to be toxic
For me and the ones I love
I had to shatter that world of chaos
It was not a healthy place
It kept me trapped
In a world that I did not belong
As I climbed up the mountain
The emotions grew bigger within
I had to fight against
The familiar world that I had always known
Knowing that I had to escape
For my own sanity
It brought me nothing but misery
Now I know that I am able to protect
The ones I love
Now I have found my strength
To grow into the person
I was supposed to be
Living in that world of chaos
Was the worst place for anyone to live
Now I Know that I don’t want to be
In that place again
I am now safe in a world
That does not have to have chaos
Knowing that I’m free
Makes me feel a lot stronger