As I try to deepen my sleep,
I could only see you in the plushies you shared,
I could only see mirages of you where others stand,
I tell myself I moved up the stairs,
Just to fall down jumping trying to catch your spring leaf,
Hearing our memories in every song I hear,
Forever stuck in a nightmare that we don\'t share,
Yet I embrace the frustrations with a dance,
Playing theater with my friends,
Saying it\'s okay I moved on,
Saying it\'s okay I don\'t care,
Only to fall down into another panic attack,
Drowning myself in my own curiosity,
Maybe I turned my romance,
into obession that I don\'t want to lose,
You can call me a stalker with your feelings,
But I just can\'t forget my own reality,
As I forever more I\'ll dream about this,
Forever in a beautiful nightmare,
For one last conversation.