I\'m feeling really down about myself.
I don\'t know why I keep doing this to myself.
It\'s been almost two years, but I still cry over this one guy.
He\'s the one I can\'t stop thinking about, and it\'s taking over my thoughts.
Sometimes, I try to convince myself that I\'ve moved on.
But as soon as I see his face, all those feelings rush back,
and I fall in love with him all over again.
When I hear his voice,
it\'s like a wave of emotions rushing through me.
He knows how to make me laugh,
and the way he says things is just the way I like.
After talking to him,
it\'s like everyone else disappears.
He\'s the only person I care about,
the one who can change my mood and make me smile for real.
I know I\'m not supposed to say this out loud,
but I need to take the risk and say it.
I love you. I love you more than you can imagine.
I would take any risk just to be with you.
I dream of spending my whole life with you,
waking up next to you, and hearing your sweet voice in the morning.
I wouldn\'t mind being the one you call \'love.\'
But the truth is, I won\'t get that chance.
He\'s getting married in the coming weeks.