I\'m not trying to hurt people
But there is a war going on inside my brain
So when people get too close
They are at risk of intercepting some of that pain
I\'m trying to minimize the collateral
Shielding them with my own body
Doing everything to block out the unnatural
Feelings and thoughts that no one can know
I\'m trying to fix this on my own
I didn\'t mean to make things so difficult for you
But I feel like I\'m standing in the middle of a warzone
I\'m lost and scared and I don\'t know what else to do
But ask you for help
I\'m sorry