A revelation came to me
About God and his love
But it made things complicated
And pushed me to rebel above
I spoke with a psychiatrist
But nothing came of that talk
I turned to a minister
But his words just made me balk
He said I didn\'t attend church
As often as I should
Blaming this for my troubles
But I couldn\'t believe it could
For when I was leaving high school
A revelation came to me
About God\'s vengeful nature
And I couldn\'t agree
If God was truly loving
Could he also be vengeful too?
It didn\'t make sense to me
And so I rebelled and withdrew
I couldn\'t comprehend it
So I stayed far from the pews
And that\'s why I rarely attended
A decision I didn\'t easily choose
So I stand here now, conflicted
Between God\'s love and his wrath
Seeking the truth within me
As I walk a different path. (\"Conflicted\") by Courtney Weaver Jr.