I believed I found my light, my warmth even though it could of been an illusion. It was my hope amongst true hopes I kept.
Time pasted that untouchable light that gave me warmth and dragged me into its space and left the dark behind giving me something to stand on, to look ahead while still holding me close until something changed with the light it let go of my hand and pulls the warm platform away and I fall back to the depth at the bottom, searching for pieces of me that fell with me.
That light was an illusion that I believed to be hope but my future hope came with me and I must put myself back together and walk with my small light for a better new beginning with this pink flame in my arms together we are a family with a strong fulfilment that we will get by, forgetting the false guiding light over time.
It just me and her moving forward without you.
H.smith
2023