it\'s time mama to say goodbye the cancer that has been eating at you has finally won.i feel so lost like a child not knowing what to do I watch you sleep and listen to the rattle of your breath I\'m scared I wish life would have gave us more time I feel bad for my dad who sets thinking you are coming home tomorrow I will not tell him different 54 years of marriage you never left his side what will come of this .I know we are born to die .I love you mother and I will see you on the other side.