Not my weather, not my autumn,
Rainy days and rainy heart.
I have reached my soul\'s bottom,
From this moment - end or start.
How to choose and how to fathom
The existence of a twin flame
We will never be together
And there is no-one to blame.
I didn\'t seek for you in silence,
you\'ve entered a life like a thunderstorm.
To love so much is pure violence,
To stay in this is utter scorn.
You\'ve crossed my path, altered direction
Of my whole life,
From blank to a blast.
I\'ve never felt such strong affection,
It\'s outweighed all my past.
There\'s nothing left,
Just damaged ruins.
It was my heart, you held in hands.
I got it back with your refusal,
It doesn\'t beat , and I don\'t bend.
It doesn\'t live, it\'s numb and bleeding
Hidden from world , ready to freeze..
Beneath my skin , no longer pleasing..
There\'s nothing left to love you with.