I went from reckless abandon
To a walled city
Life calls me out
But I\'m busy
You see
I fell into hope and it\'s lovely
But it left me
Stalked now by choice
I drown out the voice
Unsettled in stable, I\'m no longer empty
And now in regret
In the end I found myself
With a bloody homecoming
Stone cold hugs from old ugly
I went from hapless and helpless
Into full autonomy
Nobody telling me
In staying
I\'d fear my every next step