A broken shell of my former self
But that\'s where wisdom establishes itself
Put on a Pedestal I hated, but it made you happy non the less
That\'s all I wanted from my infant farther, too bad you didn\'t grow up to be what I expected....
Teenager angst did treat me well
The outcast with all the school accolades
I loved the tradition, the rest felt putrid, like I was smothered by a gun
Fitting in everywhere and no where
all day all at once, figure out which mask you will wear,
For a day or for life, it\'s not that bad to put on for a year or a date
as long as it resembles your fate.
My mask, I made. Mine, was truth, honesty and no filter for my thoughts.
These masks made me hated and despised because I could be blunt
But fit me perfectly, as it showed my head and heart
It showed I gave up on man and his kind.
Choose a mask wisely, you will adorn that crown of thorns
Till the day you decide to end your life, by pills, gun or old age.
Make sure you were happy with what you chose and the choices you make.
Nothing hurts more than the mask society wants you to fake.