Lil

Giving up on god.

Dear Mr God

Since the start...

I have been falling apart....

Since the day....

You\'ve left me astray....

I have lost hope again!
As I have so many times in my life.....

Hope will return I hope
But I do not feel this now
The blackness outside
Before the morning comes
The deep darkness in me now
The silence of no one here
I have lost hope again
And it is still not light.

God I have lost hope on you

You weren\'t there

When I needed air

When I needed help

I\'ve prayed and prayed

And it all is just the same

No one is there to help me now

Please god just help me for once

Like you did with my siblings

Well almost all of them

I\'m just giving up on god there\'s nothing you can do

Nothing at all

Not even the greatest ball.

My life has been full of disappointment and He11

Not all but some

The only part(s) that are good

Is the love I\'m experiencing

Plus not moving anymore

JUST PLEASE OPEN YOUR DOOR!!!!!

This is me and my final say

I\'m giving up on god good day.