Saving him has become my obsession
I want to solve all his problems
and cry all his tears
just to forget about my darkest fears
I fight his battles
while pushing my own to the back of my mind
Every day worrying that it might not be enough
that maybe I can\'t save him
Without leting go what once was us
But I can\'t stop
cause what if he needs me
what if one day he can\'t take it
what if all this ends deadly
As a human being it is my responsibility
making sure that people are okay
showing that you can be a sinking ship\'s bay
it is just a question of morality
I want to be the first person he comes to
the only one he trusts
the hero in his movie
and that talking to me always feels right
I want him to live
and to fight
No matter if I have to remind him daily that
he has to seek the light
even if the darkness shines so bright.
I want him to love again
not me
cause we were never right
but he has to feel that sparkle in his lonely heart
has to see the passionate glistening in someone else\'s eyes
Something I could never give him
fixing him was never a question
because I needed the distraction
to forget about the wreck I am
and the mess I made
I broke him
It is my fault that he is struggling
my fault that his ground is shaking
my fault that he only sees his flaws
but never his beauty
my fault that he can\'t cry anymore
and it is my fault that his heart lost all connection to shore
all of it wouldn\'t have happened without me
I tore him to pieces
and I\'ll take care of the bruises
with band aids of happiness
Cause when you burn something
you deal with the ashes
I won\'t try to fix him
cause I might stop breathing if I fail
I will sacrifice my heart for it
since I might just kill myself otherwise
I will save him
because it is the only way I can win