It’s one of those days that you are in my head,
Fill my days with the thoughts of you and feel your energy wrapping around me
To my cold body like warm blanket
Only it’s the blanket I have craved to feel rub against my skin, snuggle around me and never let go
Today I am wondering if I am making a mistake to finally close the door
I have been here before, my heart remembers the ache all too well
But in order for me to move on, I have to shut it . I have to shut this door, this hope that one day…
That one day we might be.
Your rejection came before we even began and that hurt the most.
I know I didn’t feel this alone, but…. Circumstances.
I understand, that’s why I am choosing to let the candle go out.
I have been standing here, alone, keeping it on, waiting for you.
I now know, it never will be.
You are not coming.
It’s okay, I too, finally walk away.