This volunteer job has me screaming
Through the winds and shadow
I mourn so many days
And no one knows how I\'m feeling
Lying in this bed
And wishing death upon me,
Sometimes I wish there was daisies in the air
So I would be happy again;
These old people get on my nerves
For they think they\'re better than me
And they wear their ugly sweaters
And pretend that they are happy
When they\'re really not
I can\'t do this anymore
This solar system is out of whack
And I can\'t stare at the sun...
Oh how rude am I
To ball in my misery
When everything in my life
Is falling apart?
I hate that place next to the library
Because it is extremely toxic...
I want to hold on to my youth forever
Yet I am eternally dumb
Somebody throw me in a pool
And watch me drown,
Oh please watch me drown...
I\'ll pay you a million dollars
If you promise
You won\'t tell anyone
That you watched my demise
And hey, it\'s only a swimming pool,
Who cares?
For I am defying gravity at this old age
For no one cares how I look
Though I can probably break a mirror...a
mirror\'s heart
Oh I don\'t know what to tell you
Except...
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