Someone, shut off my heart for a while,
For a couple of hours at least
To not remember him, his eyes and smile,
And not see unfulfilled dreams.
So that I don’t seach for him in each look,
In each window ,
In daylight , at night....
Please, disable my heart ,
That he took
When I bumped into his soul’s light.
Let this love take a break ,cause I’m drained,
I am jealouse of him and distraught.
Nothing tastes, nothing can’t be explained ,
Even honey\'s perceived like a salt.
How I dared to say this to him?It’s not me –
It’s volcano that\'s brewed in my soul .
All my nature strives to disagree
On the fact he has gained a chief role.
Save me from this invisible trap,
And turn on my heart back, not for him.
I don’t want be unwhole, like a scrap,
I start hating myself feeling dim.
I would like to pour hopes into a glass,
To be grateful for knowing this sense,
Yet I feel only mist between us,
Only emptiness and а fat chance…