Oh how I hate myself,
For what I\'ve done,
I took something perfect,
To now all we have is none.
Oh how I hate myself,
Why couldn\'t I see,
What I was going to do,
To both you & me.
Oh how I hate myself,
For that which was once strong,
That seems now not possible,
To make right what is now wrong.
Oh how I hate myself,
Why did I not wait to see,
Your face & hear your voice,
To tell you how you held the key.