Dear future bf there is some things u don\'t know but I will tell u today I luv u alot ever since u came into my life u bringed back my smile, my laughter, my happy emotions but there is some thing that I can\'t cure, I can\'t cure my self insecurities, I can\'t cure my depression and i cant cure my suicide thought sometimes I feel lonely even when I have u and even tho u have always told me that I\'m beautiful or pretty or sexy my mind can\'t believe that it won\'t let me and if I ever say to never text me ignore it cuz sometimes my depression gets to me and I start saying dumb things and if u ever think i am a perfect person ur wrong cuz in this world no one is perfect I luv u more then my soul