Lil

In the name of Amelia and Nathaniel.

\"For my brother Nate\"

I remember that dreadful morning,
Waking to the beast,
Time had stopped, the news reckless
A beautiful boy amazing but deceased
I heard my heart shatter and my soul screamed a cry
The couler the detail I remember like yesterday
But I just wished I’d I said a final goodbye,

Ruthless pain i hide so deep inside,
I wish I could take you just once
With me for a ride,
Because I don’t remember if I even held you,
And now I cant even call you, or even hear your voice,
But I need to tell you i still love you
And yes I know I need to let go, but I know I cant just let you go
I need to hold you in my arms, in my life
Just one more time

Because my heart is broken from not saying good bye
Im sorry I never said goodbye or held you the day you died
WHY OH WHY
Did I not say good bye

But my love is here with the tears
I miss you my brother dear,
I love you

\"For my sister Amelia\"
 

I wish there were words I can say
what I feel from day to day
Nobody knows what I\'d do
For another moment with you

I remember your smile
it would keep me going an extra mile
I remember all the great time we shared
cause your the one who truly cared

You said you\'d always be there
now you\'re gone, it\'s just not fair!
Why did you let him take your life
only memories are left to remember you by.

I would give anything to have you back
without you my life has been a wreck
I wish there was a way to fill this empty space
But no one could take your place!

 
 
On  February 7th was the last time I saw my sister Amelia there fore was the time she died. And on February 9th is the day my brother Nathaniel(Nate) died. 3 years ago on those days.