I dread what I feel
Unparalleled dreams
That has faded away
Allowing others to take my joy away
Not seeing things as they are
I have created a space
to let my pain
turn into an unhealthy journey
that has led me into sabotaging and self destructing
My dreams and reality
I have to find my way back
With no guidance and direction
I won\'t give up on me
Even as time passes
I will be strong courageous and persevere
I have to do this not just for me but to help others as they may be struggling
With life\'s lessons.