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Scarlet Tears

Scarlet Tears

 

Prompt: Sin Creates A Desperate Letter.

 

Elenore Saga Part: 5

 

To my dearest Charles, it\'s me, Susan

I know you said it\'s over, but how have you been

It\'s been several months, and I miss you so

The long nights make emptiness grow

 

Why did you choose her to love and not me

Oh, Lord, heal my agony

I offered you my heart, and you broke it

so, in my dingy room, I sit

 

Surrounded by my sadness to you, I write

As the day grows by shadow\'s light

You exclaimed I was the one and not Elenore

But in the end I felt like I used whore

 

I didn\'t deserve to be tossed aside

Many moonless nights I\'ve cried

Wishing you held me instead

I feel so cold on my lumpy bed

 

I will leave you alone if you desire

I will send this at once by wire

I must know if this is truly over

Sealed with my family\'s crested clover

 

Tell me why it has to be Elenore

When I could love you so much more

Please Charles let me know what you decide

In my one room shack I still reside

 

It hurts to let go, but I understand

If you choose to take her hand

I will forever love you my dear

Respond quickly the end is near

 

I end this letter in my lonely room

The silence makes my chambers a tomb

I was only wanting to seek closure

Signed forever and always your scarlet lover

 

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May 7, 2023