Its cold its dark
Nothing else seems to....
To be right I like one boy
But I like two
I don\'t know what to do
On the outside I look perfectly fine
I\'m not I\'m scared, tired, lonely, angry
And every one thinks I\'m the pretty picture perfect girl
But deep down I\'m a mess
I always have a fake smile on so nobody would notice
So would they if I disappear I ask myself
No they wont because they don\'t know
How I feel they don\'t know the pain
I\'ve hid all these years all the hurt, anger, sadness
All the betrayal, I\'ve had when the people that notice it once or twice
Would be like \"Whats wrong with you\" And that would piss me off even more
Nobody knows how I feel I\'m lost from my past.
I HATE my biological parents from all the shit they wouldn\'t do
My little angry self is because of them.
And only them.