Teddy.15

Never Really Gone

 

Not so very long ago  

as I dined under a magnificent moonlight 

something suddenly struck me

and changed me forever

 

see it all started

a few years ago

when I lost my greatest love 

 

grief started to follow me 

it sat on my heart leaving it heavy  

it laid on top of me 

it was beside me everywhere I’d go

it even bathed with me

and sat with me in the rain

waiting for the bus

which on some days  arrived hours late

 

after all death is final

and she died without a goodbye

but grief was always there reminding me of this  

 

I know you are waiting to find out

what actually struck me?

 

It struck me that each year that passes

I look ever so much more like her  

a simple glimpse in a passing mirror

I can see her darling warm smile

and her diamond blue eyes, sparkling

I can see her within myself

so I guess…

 

she’s never really been gone has she.