The wind is cold on this December night
but not as cold as her bed
To be alone on Christmas night is quite a fright
Laying their lifeless, dead
She never thought it would happen
Leaving him is like free falling
Running to the edge, her face began to darken
Freedom is singing her name, it\'s calling
But she misses the warmth of her bed
The comfort of another
Being alone is a feeling she dreads
Yet the adventures she could discover
If she were to take the jump
Her heart begins to race, the blood begins to pump
She will begin to fall at this rate
But she isn\'t sure, she begins to hesitate
Could she turn back, lean in to forgiveness
Oh what a confusing, Blue Christmas
The cold winter night
Oh what a beautiful, sad sight
The lights shine on water drops
Slowly dripping off the windshield
She holds her tears back, wishing they would stop
She lifts her chin, lips sealed
Surrounded by people that love her
The season of joy, yet she\'s in a Blue December
Pain inflicted, burdened like weights
He who caused her delicate face
to flush from anger
Eyes like the ocean began to water
The cold wind strips the feeling of warmth
Takes her joy, all the way north
She misses him
Even when he makes her light dim
She knows she deserves to be told
That her beauty is more valuable than gold
She knows she deserves to be held
Even when her smile is withheld
She knows she deserves more
Because her ocean eyes shine brighter than the north star
Yet here she is
Dealing with the same old same old
Still wanting her bed to not be cold
She feels there\'s still unfinished business
Oh what a tragic, Blue Christmas
Some learn to dance in the rain
She lays in the snow
Some know it\'s okay to feel pain
But she who is broken will never let them know
Her warm tears make puddles
While all she can think about is his cuddles
She feels lost, running away with nowhere to go
The wind sings a beautiful hello
Her face is red and her tears are nearly frozen
She begins to tremble hoping no one will notice
Her mind is a blizzard
Her petals have began to wither
She wants to go back, and enjoy the spring
But that\'s the thing
The season of winter is cold and lonely
It brings back memories of what ifs and if only
The season to reminisce
On the people you care for and miss
While it\'s also the season of joy and giving
All she feels is
Lonely on this sad, Blue Christmas
On this chilly December night
The moon is full, and oh so bright
A beautiful reflection on her ocean eyes
Conflicted with betrayal and lies
Being told she\'s someone\'s she not
Left her with her throat tight, swollen with knots
She feels the need to defend yet she chokes
Getting through to him is a hoax
The strong woman beaten down by neglect and disrespect
Makes her wonder if he ever really loved her
On cold nights like these, in the middle of December
When the wind is cold and fierce
Striking her face, like knives that pierce
She begins to think
Of haunting thoughts, her heart sinks
The thought of loosing him
Tears her apart, limb by limb
Like starving wolves, they\'re oh so vicious
What a terrifying, Blue Christmas
On nights like these
Where many begin to freeze
There is always a warmth
Even in this chilling north
The feeling of friendship
That can curve a lip
That was once a sunken ship
When you have lost all you\'ve known
When you have lost the one you have shown
Your good and your bad
You feel lost and desperately sad
You have nowhere to run
Yet, in the sky, there is an appearance of the sun
The woman once terrified to leave her bed now cold
Found comfort in her friends
She distanced herself from many and told
Everyone she was fine
But the true ones stayed
And gave her the courage to shine
She who was plagued will soon leave this sickness
And say goodbye to this cruel, Blue Christmas