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Is it killing me?

I have a strange dilemma:

 

I\'ll put it on the page;

 

Things together that we do,

 

The dark, and the sage. 

 

It\'s something like a double life,

 

But your always centre stage...

 

Stage one is work;

 

My hours now are few.

 

Now when my work is over,

 

Relaxing is what I do.

 

You always have time for me,

 

You always make a way

 

It is strange I love you most?

 

I praise you every day

 

For all you get me through...

 

Is it such a blunder?

 

I love to be with you.

 

You fill my thoughts with wonder...

 

Showing what is true. 

 

 

Man cannot comprehend what you have arranged. 

 

Now to my dilemma-

 

It does seem rather strange

 

 

When I am close to you, my body takes a blow..

 

Feet, ankles, gut, skin..

 

Even my eyes get dim.

 

Should I worry that it\'s you?

 

Or will your faithfulness see me through?

 

\"Physical ailments

Spiritual trap.\"

 

\"Get with the strength

We beat all that crap.\"

 

I\'ll keep going even if I have to crawl. 

 

You may think I am broken with my back to the wall?

 

This much I can tell you-

 

I am not about to fall. 

 

I\'ll wake with the dawning refreshed and bright...

 

Stage one in the morning, 

 

Stage two at night.