I don\'t want to be 2nd choice
I want to be the first one to hear your
morning voice
and when
rolling over
is not so easy without me
smelling good morning beautiful
behind me
with your strong arms wrapped around me
with-in the same beath
(..intel... ...exhel.. )
a release of happiness
knowing you got me
your submissive
is what he called me
but
don\'t play me 2 fistful
I might be young
and my love maybe just for fun
yet being with me
is the ultimate package
You can\'t get enough of
put me first
not your second
you love playing the dominant one in my world
my dreams
fantasies
imbracing
the controller of my mind and body
using words to sway
my anxiety
mental illness
keeps me in love
smiling
with tears falling
feeding into deceit
that was mistaken for pillow-talking
\"but I love him\"
is what I tell myself knowing this shit isn\'t healthy.