Alexandra Hernandez

You called again.

I heard my phone ringing but I declined

I thought we were perfect but soon I knew it was all a lie.

The lie the hurt and all of the hate. 

When I saw you with her I knew it wasn’t fate.  

Because this wasn’t love this isn’t what you said all the text messages the calls the everything it was in my head.

the incitement the excitement the infatuation the numb 

But in the end all I felt was the stupidity the anger I felt dumb.

Dumb to believe you dumb to return my heart sank when I saw you hug her 

My heart began to  burn.

Not the burn that gives me a smile.

Not burn that lasts a while.

But the burn you would recieve as a child. 

I liked you so much sometimes I would wake up just to hear your voice 

But little did I know no matter what happens.

 I’ll always be the second choice...