Another year goes by,
When you are not here.
It\'s been 10 years,
But sometimes I still find myself in tears.
Why can\'t I remember?
The golden years we had together....
They tell me stories and show me pictures
Of you and me.
I have made these stories and pictures my own,
To the point where I can\'t tell,
Whether it is wishful thinking
Or my own memories.
As I stand here shivering,
I feel a phantom hug,
A pat on my head,
Telling me it\'s okay
I feel comforted.
But there\'s a niggling feeling,
That maybe it\'s just wishful thinking,
That I can\'t remember anything at all,
The stories I have memorized,
Telling them as if they were truly mine,
Maybe they are just wishful thinking.
But wishes don\'t always come true,
Even when your heart breaks in two.