It feels like I’m dead inside
With these voices telling me to commit suicide
But I don’t want to die
I just want to get relief
From this misery
That’s inside of me
It’s making me dizzy
Or maybe I’m going crazy
Just maybe
I probably need therapy
Don’t lecture me
I know I have problems
I always feel like I’m at the bottom
Can’t get up
Always putting myself down
These voices keep going around
In my mind, in my mind
I only think about my past
Keep being harassed
By these dangerous voices
Making all these bad choices
Always listening to them
Don’t know what I have become
They’re controlling my life
Can’t wait for the afterlife
I’m so confused
Why are you amused?
By my failures and flaws
But you never seem to notice my success
I never express
My feelings
You will never know the things
That I have been through
So stop saying I have a perfect life
So don’t try to lecture me
Telling me that my life is perfect
I always feel worthless
What the hell do you expect
When you are always told you are useless
You are so clueless
You know nothing about me