cold expression on my face
my happiness and depression in a race
depression ahead
im so fed up
i can never sleep
consistently heated
beat down by life
i want nothing more to to thrive
my thoughts like a beehive
wondering
should i keep on trying
should i let myself die
i\'m rotting on the inside
looking perfectly fine to the naked eye
and so no one will know whats really on my mind
till the day i die