I\'m just gonna scream.
Fucking scream!!!!!
Why do relationships have to be so difficult??
Why doesn\'t the guy of my dreams come to me
Instead of me coming to him??
Why do I have to be broken in pieces??
Hurt,
Shocked,
Mocked,
and scared?
So so scared.
Cuz fuck, will I be alone forever?
Am I a piece of shit?
Im in so much pain
It hurts, and I\'m scared.
I don\'t feel like a person.
I feel guilty,
Ashamed,
And wish I were done with this life!
So what I\'ve learned:
Never chase after him
But don\'t be too scarce,
Take what he says
And believe its a farce
Cuz its not what he says in the moment
You idiot,
Its the biiiiiig picture,
Don\'t u get it?
Don\'t worry what he thinks,
Don\'t buy him drinks,
Its his job, his duty
Hell be slaving away till he\'s forty!!!
So all I think is that this world is one big knot
With misery and suffering my sad tale
Its crawling with lice and torture without prevail
So I cry
And I think and I
Eat and I drink
But I scream
Cuz I\'m in a bad dream.