When being is struggle
When breathing does not feel well
When love lost its charm
When heart cries to open.
When pain does not stop
When love fails me
When joy left my days
When fulfilment vanishes.
Scared to open
Fearful to lose
Guilt
Confusion
Hate.
What if I cannot love
What if I cannot give
What if I cannot...
Emptiness crawls over me
Lack of meaning is my constant.
Where do I go from here and how to get there?